fragments

from my travel writing notebook

May 03, 2024

I’m writing to you from the north-west coast of Donegal County, Ireland. I’ll soon be venturing southward into the Connemara.

There is much to appreciate about travel. For me, I love the between—liminal threads, hints and nudges, fragments, overlaps, whispers… all of the morsels sweet and small that seem to always know exactly when to peek out to say hello.

In the spirit of travel, play, and delight of the between, I offer you seven poetic wisps from my notebook… all are loosely formed and unfinished and also, whole and enough as they are. May they meet you with their magic exactly where you are.

Offering

You hold me in your circle

so, I offer you a button.

I tell you of my heart,

and let you

show me yours.

Goo on a stump

Remnant. Left

over. Un

longed. De

tached. Maybe

of slug or snail. Also,

bubbled village, con

stellations of spiral, end

less galaxy. Every

thing mapped

and imaginal.

Silence isn’t lonely

You sit in stillness.

Mist and cold. Thistle and sheep.

Nothing here is waiting.

Between is a different kind of time.

Held and dissolving.

Choir of flies. Hymns of dew.

Each prayer echoes.

Everything, song.

Into the moss

I see your eyes, hear your hum, sense your millennia. My feet sink into thick centuries at your feet. I step into your castles, peer through your windows. Slugs, nettle, dragon, and witch. A purple flower marks a gate. One frog reveals a path. Drops of rain pull threads from the veil. Your song emerges from beneath my bones. Not somewhere else. We are here.

Ted

I smiled at the sheep of you

before I saw your eyes.

Hide and peek, hide

and peek—

caverns of light,

rooted song for dancing

with or without music.

Wool laundry

On all the fences you leave your laundry.

Bountiful clumps, matted, pressed firm into the hold of barbed metal.

Or, scattered light and loose as clouds breezing.

My mind traces the moment and finds a long, wet afternoon,

a cuddled group of you piled warm, wide eyes looking through mist.

Or, bird-song morning with a fresh field to explore, and you roam,

run the edges,

pause here and there to scratch yourself,

leave bits along the way for us to (maybe) find

and (maybe) learn

what it means to watch, to stay still,

to let be.

in backyard stone garden at Sandhill House

Slug and a screw

Tell me there is no magic and I will tell you of the slug who whispered to my toes and let me watch her move with wise softness over mountains to show me a (hidden) screw. How she knew how to lay herself bare, belly arched over rust and rough, how she melted smooth breath upon it, bridged herself over, while she read the rocks with her antennae. And how, at the exact moment the morning sun poured itself over the rooftop, a single snail fell down from the vines above where I sat, and landed at my feet: Good morning. Welcome to the glory of this day.

as delight, Melissa

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